recently my life is plain when i think about home...
i don wana be a spoilt lil brat...
life can be so hard when people are not be able to talk...
here i got my chance.. i do believe in frenship..
but my frens do not seen to appreciate it..
i used to have one good fren...
somehow a slight mistake FROM MY FWEN has ruined the realationship...
my fwen acted irritatingly in front of me ...i started to hate my fren..
it grows quick like a hurricane vanished the whole city..
i started to have bad / negative thoughht towards my fren...
hemh we still fren...but it meaningless...
i should believe in myself..
alone..
i'm a loner..
with a lonely soul..
i do noe who could help me...
let me out from this misery..
i wonder..
i'm dead inside..
luckily i met two new good boyfrenss..
i love azeem..
12.9.08
i wonder...should i apologize????
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