damn im so mad at my parent...
they knew the reason why didnt i returned home nearly a month...
i used to go home every week..
after all this time the guilty of not telling the truth has caught me into a dead meat..
damn.. it so outta my head thatthey actually know..
that is just so fuck..
i don really like when i have to put myself like a fucking kid....
now i don wana think that they had helped me in anything...
non of them had helped me in my study....
i did everything all by myself.. do any of them have to be credited for the thing that they havent taken any responsibility for???
should i..argh stop thinking about good think...
if im succeed this time i would not mention any of them...no one can be trusted...now i am all alone..oh lord i hate them so much..
forcing me hard to like what they like... im not who i am...
all my life iv been forcing to be somebody that i hate... idont wana be a good girl..
owh i hate them... i do hate when i think about home.... huh the hatred feeling had make me hate them more...