hemh my life will completely change next semester...
i don know how do i know this...but i'm sure it will...
even if it is not all...a liltle of it will revolutionized all of it...
i have never write any matter bout my happiness in here...i am potraying myself as a person who hahas experience any happiness in life...
lily the thing that i wana talk to you is.... it is not that i don trust u...but i'm afraid, that i could not handle it when you are not around...i mean there time you will be leaving me...alone..that moment will make me have no one to talk to..i know u'll have my back..but i'm not willing to let you be that person for long...i want u to be the fren who i could share my happiness to...the thing that i want to share is about our fren..and she is yours too...so i don want it to ruin our friendship...plus i got over it... it is true...i don noe how long will this good moment gona last...but i'm epi to have you as a bestfren...i even write you a poem...but i don want to post it now...but i will...hemh don forget to post my crap on the little tiny crumpled paper that i gave u.
1.11.08
we are no longer together....hehe just a place to sit...
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