i was alone...
it was empty
all i can see was just a vacant alley
nobody knows
i am needing...i am begging..i am just sobbing
the pain of having, the pain of gaining,
i realize all of it was just losing... and falling..
when all this will stop???..
i keep wondering
all the memory
running and changing
i still stiff and lonely...
finally u came hold my hands in yours
lift me up and soar..
owh i'm trapping more and more...
would it be the SAY???..or would it be the HEART???
coz at the end you are the one who is suffering..
make up your mind and change..
revolutionize in vein..
feel the penetrating..
but it doesnt work..
it is just shadow, vague and fiendish..
16.1.09
huh no one knows...
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